Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Veggies all the way!
Monday, June 28, 2010
Writer's block!!
As these mind numbing days pass, I eagerly wait for a hint of excitement in the coming days to free me of my writer's block. It has been a week already and I have not typed a single relevant word.I am out of ideas and out of steam..!!!
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Birthday Blast-A relative Event
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Harry Potter Actors-Tracking them down
Thursday, June 24, 2010
The rain and the aftermath
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
The Delhi heat and the college commute
I must give some credit to our college...oops University administration to schedule our exams in this heat.Or maybe there was some plotting and planning with the higher authorities...??
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Chocolates and Bhel:How I managed to get them for free.
Being an elder sister has its many perks. I vividly remember exploiting my younger sister for her toys, chocolates, games etc.
In Pune, we used to have weekly cinema at our club theatre. I was in 5th standard and our mother used to shell out ten rupees each as pocket money which we were allowed to spend on the delicacies on offer. An all time favorite at the theatre was the famed bhel puri which cost Rs 6. At the interval, there would be a rush to get a plate and me and my sister would be the first to reach. My conniving mind cooked up a scheme to ensure I get my money’s worth without the actual effort of having to spend money for it. I convinced my sister, who was just seven to hand me her money, a ten rupee note, instead of which I would get her two coins. Two coins instead of a measly note, the prospect pleased her tiny childish mind. To further consolidate my deal, I bought her two chocolate coins and convinced her that her getting two chocolates as opposed to my one plate was much better. Feeling like a winner, she traipsed to mother to show off her business skills.
All I could do was silently laugh at her and applaud MY business skills.
Needless to say, I saved thousands of rupees in the coming months till she finally realized the deal she was getting. I could not regret her realization any more.
I never tried to get monetary gain out of her but still managed few bits and pieces by getting the tbetter toy or more share of a chocolate. It persists still and even as she is aware of the fact, we enjoy this imbalance in our share. We have come to forge our own system now, I get all the books, paints, dolls, she gets and in return she gets to eat my share of chocolates, ice creams and everything sweet.
A deal.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Lazy Afternoons and popcorn
Nighttime Wanderings
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Of pimples and the summer heat
Bones
My days go from boring to worse as this summer stretches on and on.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Living with my sister
Cannibalism
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Indian Television
The Indian soap opera makers have truly made television an idiot box.
Came and went
and once again I felt
Cursing myself
Curing myself
In a deep breath it was all gone
And you came and went
Seemingly unmoved
You stood there
Feeling nothing
Knowing little
The silent that I keep
the promises that i keep
Stay with me forever
Touching you not
Keeping it unknown
from you
Away
from you.
It just takes a moment for me
to lose it all when I see you
It just takes a moment for me
to remember once again
what it was all like
before it happened
before you went away
and you came and went
I saw it once again
remembering
seeing it again
You came and went.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
The Best Scrambled eggs
Lately I have taken a turn towards cooking.It's therapeutic for me.The smell of the spices, the chopping and grating ingredients, the sauteing, garnishing food and all that comes with it. And breakfast is something I am very choosy or more likely specific about.
Friday, June 11, 2010
I Hate You
Hate looking at you
Hate feeling what I feel
Hate myself for being what I am
I Hate You!
Hate these clouds that loom over me
The dark rain that doesn’t fall
Hate what all this tells me
And yet I can’t help it.
You make me do this
You make me feel this
It’s been years
Months and days
Yet I feel what I feel
Hate feeling what I feel
Hate looking at you
Hate myself for what I am
I hate you!
Hate this darkness that never ebbs
This sunshine that never leaves
Hate these birds singing in the sky
The chaos of the children’s cry
Hate feeling what I feel
Hate looking at you
Hate myself for what I am
I hate you!
WAKA WAKA
With this new theme, the football world cup starts again in South Africa, a country that has played host to many major sporting championships in the past years with the IPL, the T20 world cup and now Football. Being the first African nation to host this event, South Africa has already carved its way into history.
Personally, I admire south Africa for being the most “modern” of all African nations, with its fight against apartheid, its amalgamated society of blacks and whites(although more whites and less blacks) and its development, its economy, tourism and each and every aspect. It deserves to be the host.
Coming back to football, I can say I am a fraud football fan. The sight of the ball does NOT get my head rushing, the scene of utter chaos on the field makes no sense to me and the game does not get my adrenaline jumping. The only reason I make an effort to follow football is purely because I am curious about it.
A game with an assortment of fifteen players in a team and one lone ball garners so much attention that the world stands still during any major championship. World cup might be for national pride but I don’t understand the concept of football clubs and football crazy fans. Regional fans, I can digest but people from non-football playing nations like India become so crazy about these clubs that they worship the players, cry at the team’s loss, revel in the other team’s misery. It all beats me.
Maybe it has an anthropological answer. Maybe this rush of adrenaline, knowing that you BELONG to a team, momentarily forgetting everything and just focusing on those 90 minutes of the game, this wild obsession, it all has a meaning and in its own makes sense.
As the world cup starts today, statistically a million fans will be out there, in one moment, cheering on their teams.
Something just bring the world closer.
Waka! Waka!
The reason
It starts again! That crackpot urge to do something useful, which I have noticed comes with the advent of the end of school session. The second year of my college officially ended yesterday and as of today I am an unemployed, lazy student with unlimited access to the internet and a laptop which has been blatantly used as an entertainment centre for a year.
And so I write this online journal with nothing better to do and with no one to listen to my ramblings. Agreed, most of the people around me are either too full of their own lives or saturated with my take on every issue. At least this laptop will not forcibly push me out of the room or block my voice from its head.
And yes, with the world going from one disaster to the other and the celebrities hopping on from party central to a messy affair, I have lots to talk about. Sadly, this world cares not for my opinion but then again, my laptop has no other option and neither do you.